A new perspective

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

What to write about today? My day at school, my holiday weekend, I don't really know, but who cares. I'll write whenever there is write. day, I attended normal classes, completing them with an air of boredom. My first class is a science class. Secondly, I have an economics class. Third, I attend a hand in writing and voice recognition class, which can be a little crazy at times. I'm tired of my schedule. On a tired of knowing exactly was going to happen every hour of every day. I'm sure that somewhere someone has run an life is: An unexpected network of variables and circumstances-keyword being unexpected.

I'm a senior. I find that I wonder two things: The first means what have I learned. This simple phrase includes intended and unintended lessons. The practical and the absurd. Next, I then asked myself "What was I supposed to learn?" only by comparing the two can you come up with the response for they are heavily into related, one depends on the other. I know for certain I have learned her since about myself and other people. Perhaps people is the wrong term or word. Let me try again. I've learned about social behaviors. I've also learned about the masks people gone in order to cover-up what they see as their personality quirks. (the previous phrase is somewhat job together. In all honesty, I lacked the words to divulge.it on paper (hypothetically speaking of course). I find that when I write all my fight this mixed up in my head and they come out in a incoherent manner, thereby, labeling me to some as a fool. maybe one day I will acquire grammatical composition skills by some celestial real intervention.

Of late, I am also have an trouble with pessimism that is, not in being optimistic about things. Basically, in the in everything is immediately viewed as a bad faith or begin " the glass is half empty" view. This practice has become such an have a that I sometimes do it without knowing it. I would like to contribute all of this to stressbut I'm afraid I can't . one observation and slowly creeping into the front of my mind is simply this: Life is stress, life is changed, Life is unpredictability, and said the Life is difficult. But that is not Life in its entirety, like I stated above lines is uncontrollable variables. It is composed of circumstances and affects that cannot be predicted. Life is the good and the bad, the happy and the sad,unexpected the boring the stress and the reward. One day I hope to understand better but if I don't I will not spare that I don't I will try to be thing for what I do. You must not dwell on the have to, or a the pains or the difficulties but look to the joy and the fun of Life. Is there, look for it. I promise you no matter what the circumstances the setting it's there just open your eyes and look!

I will tell you something I've just learned right this moment. I like to write. I like to craft words and phrases To express myself through written form makes my happy. Also, I I do not care what someone thinks or speculates or reasons to be the why or how. I cannot care what somebody somewhere thinks this means or what I'm trying to say because I know what it means and you do know what it means-just read it!
if it is with this, I leave you to ponder and speculate. Take out of it what you will. I don't care.

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Vacation revelation

This certain post is extremely over do, But I'm going to convey memories of summer vaca.
While on my mid-tropical extravagant journey I did three thing I wish to mention.

  1. I visited Fullsail which will hopefully be my college of the future. That was bewildering. Whoever built that school layette down some major coin. It had one room worth $15,000,000- that's TWO commas people! probably to my mother's dismay I liked the environment. I will either study animation or Game Design(coding). Now, I have to figure how to pay for it. If you are a praying person pray for me.
  2. I visited relatives-of course!
  3. Lastly I Nathan eat at Famous Amous--Where my grandfather use to eat all the time before he died.(I had some interesting feelings)
As always please disregard all grammatical errors for they are, by no means a reflection of my true intelligence.